Please accept my sincerest condolences for your loss. It's never easy to lose a beloved family member or friend especially when their demise comes way too early. My heart goes out to you and I hope that you are comforted by the God's promise to be there for us at times like this and by his promise to bring our dead loved ones back to life in a paradise on earth. (2 Cor. 1:3,4; Acts 24:15, Luke 23:43)